Veterans Blog How some of us are really struggling inside. By Christopher Posted on February 19, 2018 Share Tweet Share Share Email Comments Letting You Go Have I really come home, or is a major part of me still out “there”, somewhere? Am I really this tired, or just not ready to accept that I deserve peace? Facebook Comments Related Items:#reflection, Latest, Trauma, WAR Share Tweet Share Share Email Recommended for you PTSI: the war within me. Absence in the presence of self. A picture of a PTSI, from inside of my mind. A former soldier who wouldn’t admit his problems existed, while serving on active duty.